Tuesday, May 01, 2007

choosing to remain sick.

it's weird and perplexing.. human beings are all sadistic to a certain extent.. they seem to enjoy inflicting pain on themselves. knowing well that doing something, or having a particular thought, meeting a particular person would cause hurt to themselves, you would not hold back and instead go ahead to do it.

Despite our efforts to minimise pain of all sorts through medication when we're sick, through talking to a friend when we're feeling down etc.. when it comes to the topic of a r/s, we don't seem to want to get out of the pain. we choose to remain in pain.

we forget how to protect ourselves from hurt,
we forget how we were hurt,
we are blinded by this thing called love,
we bask in the thought of that somebody,
we forget the tedious, heartbreaking process of how managed to keep our sanity till now,
we forget the care and concern our friends and family have for us,
we become a different person in the name of love,
we hold little hopes and spaces in the corners of our hearts for that special someone,
we forget all the cons and magnify all the pros..
we swallow all that dignity we used to hold so high,
we cannot forget regardless of the time.. time heals, but time doesn't erase.

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