i want to be stagnant for now..

I'm happy with my life now, the friends i'm keeping in contact with, my colleagues, getting adjusted to my job..

no energy to upkeep any new form of commitment, and also fearful of what the result of my commitment might yield.

不想想太多

i want to heal, thoroughly. i'm not over him and i know it. i'm not thinking much coz teaching is really zapping me of any extra energy to think. the only thing i think of now is eat and sleep. piggify as i call it. heh.

mochi says: thanks for being so nice to moi and making me feel so special.

it's just that somehow i'm kinda voided of feelings now i think. i can't feel for anyone....new. the most commonly felt emotion for me now is anger actually... when i see my class, and happiness, when i end school everyday. haha..

hah..my life revolves around my work..unknowingly and without a choice. shittified. never thought it'll happen to me though.

hmm..might be good eh for a change?