Tuesday, February 24, 2009

23 and 24 Feb 2009

have been busy at work. it's good to see colleagues again, as if being thrown back to the big world which everyone plays her little part in.

Monday was blue and I felt cooped up and solitary. Not used to speaking, laughing and talking rubbish. Stuff I excel in and skills which are pretty useless but practised little in the past week. Just wanted a little time to clear my 160 unread mails and clear out some space in my cluttered mind.

Words sneaked into my ears and came zooming out at turbo speed. Nothing could register and for once, I felt life took a slower pace.

Today was normal. at least I felt more normal and sociable. irritable mood though and ended off today with an irritant who is totally unempathic, irritating and proud. Is it not possible to let that pride down a little to exchange for a smile of your loved ones? I felt alone all over again.

Wednesday shall be a better day. Yosh. Babu intro this song to me during ktv. Beautiful song. It's an OST from 12 lotus.. which I didn't watch but music connects anyhow, anyone and anytime.

同花顺 词:小寒 曲:Jim林倛玉

要是你心里真的没我
你不会剪去了长发
闪动如蝴蝶在双颊 那是眼泪吗

要是你心里真的有我
你不会嘴边无火花
静静观察 人世浮华 心已麻

假如说钢铁磨成针 只要愿意等
只要肯爱得深
是不是就有这可能
有可能打动这铁石心肠的人

可惜就算梦能成真 有谁猜得准
能分到多少福份
生命的同花顺 底牌没有你
我也认

假如说温柔是谎话
你不会颠覆这想法
你撑着眼儿都不眨 是眼泪吗

假如你真的放得下
你怎会一言也不发
漂泊天涯 苦苦挣扎 心已麻

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

its sang by my fren carrie yeo i tink. superstar female runnerup. she's pretty good at singing!
Em

夏り said...

no la..carrie yeo one is another song...also 12 lotus OST..not this one i tink.

夏り said...

i know her also lor..was in Voices in NUS with her..she can sing very well!

Anonymous said...

this song is by jim lim. i have the ost. U can download from some website