Friday, March 16, 2007

trying desperately to climb out of a DIY shithole.

always thought that platonic friendships are possible.. naivity?

most of time i'll think platonic but not the other party. i'm too attractive?! hahahaha.. ahem. puke ppl puke. anyway, ya...why?

natural expectation of reciprocration of the time spent going out with the other person?

arrhh..dunno la.. holidays just aren't too good for me. must be too free so go andi dig a hole and jump into it. now got problem getting out of the hole...no help given and instead i see the face of a sinister stalker hovering above me with a spade ready to cover the hole bit by bit..

yep..bad to describe him in this way but he is indeed appearing quite frequently at my void deck and i hope this will soon cease!! cannot take it la.. last 2 days of holidays..as what sharon san said...i need to spend it wisely...yes..but he's preventing me from doing so... need to rush my school work..yes..last minute hugging the buddha's feet.

fyi.. for a person who treasures her sleep, i haven't slept properly for the last 2 days.is it my karma for rejecting people? to cruel is to be kind rite. sigh.

he said he's not doing to sit around and do nothing this time coz he felt that he's found the love of his life and he thinks that by what he's trying to do (a.k.a. stalking me n smsing me) is what loving someone should be about. chigau yo...................................

there can be so many facades to a person's character that it can be deceiving and so confusing. just when you think you know a person, he'll show another side of him which you never knew and never expected.

never understood, still trying to understand and will probably take a whole lifetime to find out.

mochi says: i'm tired leh..i need sleep..no one is to bug me tonight. NO ONE.

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