stay true to who you are

... a motto that resonates strongly with how I'm feeling now.

the changes in people I work with affects me the most... as expected since i'm a feeeee-ling person.

starting all over trying to accustom myself to making small talk with new colleagues, getting to know peers better is a forgotten chapter which I've never revised in 5 years. Time to hit the books. 

I figured out today (in my really lethargic state...where my eyelids felt like they weighed wanton) that people I would be able to get along with, will come by naturally. I'm a sociable person by nature and I just need to stay true to myself and not become someone I am not. 

At the end of the day, one will never regret staying true to yourself. If that gets you like-minded friends, you know for sure they are REAL friends. But if it doesn't, at least you know you're respecting yourself as a unique individual. 

Life goes on. 

Coincidentally, Lenka's my latest addiction on iphone and her song tells the story perfectly.

The Show - Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go, can't do it alone

I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop

'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not

I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go, can't do it alone

I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down

I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight

The people follow the signs and synchronize in time

It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go, can't do it alone

I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down

I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go, can't do it alone

I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down

I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back

I want my money back, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back

I want my money back, just enjoy the show